A new start, the way to progress

[GR1ZZL3R]

Absolutely right @theMachine. I used to have terrible tilt issues but now feel anger just clouds the judgement and Im coping much better. Dont need to tell you to keep calm, you seem pretty cool and laid back.

( I cant believe Im conversing with a machine. Oh well, stranger things etc etc.)

[theMachine]

theMachine HAS BEEN CREATED [iN PART] WITH THE OBJECTIVE OF ELIMINATING NEGATIVE EMOTION

EMOTIONAL DETACHMENT FROM NEGATIVE RESULTS OFFERS A LEVEL OF SATISFACTION IN ITSELF

[fkingun]

@theMachine: Big fking LOL!!

I will try to be a machine also :). In fact after this hand (all in preflop, after a raise by him, a re-raise all in by me and a call by him) I'm having a big POSITIVE emotion! Of love! 🤣

[MoreTBC]

Can't be mad with that one.

[fkingun]

@MoreTBC: I'm not mad about that, even when I played JJ or QQ vs AK I've have lost 90% of the time. Now, I post hands like this, I lost euros like in the pics, but I am NOT angry or mad. I know by my experience what tilt is it and I'm trying to be more impersonal and not to think like "it is was happening to me, for sure it would happening to others" :D. I posted a lot of hands when I was holding bigger percentage before flop, on flop, on turn and lost everything on river and the other had nothing until the river, but hopes...

:rockon: ♥️ 👍

[fkingun]

... goes around 🆒

As I was writing the post, I got this hand and finally, I got a huge river. Yuhuuu 😀 :cash: 🆗

[fkingun]

Starting balance: 25.03€
Current balance:  61.10€

This day was wonderful and the evening was too. I played a litle on mobile and won, but decisive for my bankroll was the exchange of my 2 ticket of 10€ for 10 x 2€ SNG ticket. From 9 games I won 6 of them and also I was winning on cash NL4. I hope to raise my bankroll until Easter to 500€  to buy a new VGA for my son and something for me. 👼 I'm modest huh?

Good night to all of you! :peace:

[psrquack]

I'm very happy that you found the way back to win.👍

[fkingun]

@psrquack: Thx man! I'm happy also and I hope to do this every single day, as the game God is with me :).

I hope this week end it will be the same, 'cause is nothing to do outside! It's snowing like in December, except in December it wasn't! 🤣

[fkingun]

Finally I've succeded to complete the last part of March mission, so I have both 1.000& 3.000 euro tickets. By far it was thoughest part that I had to do, was the Omaha double up.

I wish to you to have a nice week end! :peace:

:popeye: 

 

 

 

[fkingun]

Starting balance: 61.10€
Current balance:  92.90€

After a morning very bright, with a lot of winnings on SNG 1€ & 2€, I managed to pass the 100€ step, then I took a break. A long one, until evening and almost nothing good happens 😏. I tried a MTT, it didn't worked, 4 SNG of 1€ and 4 of 2€ and just won a 2nd place at 1€ and another 2nd on 2€ SNG and lost all the others. I got tricked with a pair of tens against Kings twice or with a pair of Kings against Aces. And lost much hands on turn or river, even I had better hands on flop 🆒. I didn't use the bad language! 🤣 🤣

So, it's better to take a break and watch a movie and come back tomorrow with new hopes!

May the force be with you!

[fkingun]

Starting balance: 92.90€
Current balance:  80.73€

Well, again I battle with religious people and river, nut what the fk, this is the game, so fk it. I prefer more winning but this is it.

Today I played just SNG and I will do that until the end of March. So:

On this day I saw some hands like no others. Three times in the same game, I was tie with same player with similar cards.

On other table I met a faithful guy with incredible luck... two times the river saves his as5, after all in by me and called by him, two pairs for me and two incredible pairs on river for him!!!

Two pairs beaten by flush and I beat with a flush a pair of Aces all in pre-flop. And 9A is worst than 98 you know?! Or a set of 5 tied by a pair of 8? Yeah, there is no reciprocity in poker, I know that, so I don't have (anymore) expectations.

1. I had also incredible hands lost. After of set of 5 on flop, I raised all in on turn and lost to a flush? 2. A raise all in bluffed and called by the guy who gets the middle card for straight! And I waited for 8 outs for nothing a lot today. 3. I knew he had AJ and on turn I took the risk with two pairs. Too bad the AJ were suited and also hearts... 4. Ok, so what will you do with AK suited of hearts and a flop like 4 clubs J heart Q heart? Would you raised all in after you already raised 3bet before flop and got called?

And by far the worst lost of the evening - from this point I closed the game interface. So I'm SB (4259) - 100 and he had the BB (4289) - 200. Pre-flop: I raised to 600, boffo re-raise me up to 1800. Classic duel he's got a pair, probably 9 or 10 I thought, so I re-raised all in and he calls. So mine Kings vs his nines... another donation by unibet software from me! I really hate this moments because I KNOW I DID IT RIGHT and my calculations were RIGHT! I was trapped few times, even today with small of middle pairs against kings, jacks or aces, but now it was MY TRAP!

So I ask you all one more time: how can I increase my stack or my bank roll with this sh1tty hands?! You all said to me: hang on, go on and I will do, but this is very very annoying stuff. :Disappointed:

Have a nice week every body! May the Force be with you! :Rockon:

LE: @FreedoM: I feel you man, I said it on your topic too! :Thumbsup:

[FreedoM]

@fkingun Look man i think you focus too much on the outcome witch is pointless. You are like those people who complain about the weather when its obvious u cant control the weather (you can't control luck). Don't you play the game because you enjoy it? Do you really like to torture yourself with this nonsense? #NoComplaining

[WuDu]

What a cute little bump in the road! This week I had a situation where I played 46 consecutive SNG10s over a few days and only won once. 1 for 46!

[fkingun]

The more I play, the less I will b1tch about it! 😀

Yes we all are playing for fun but also for that masochism of trying to win all the games. And maybe you are right, I am concentrated a little more on outcome. I am in a continuous faze of learning and for me poker is fun always, even when I'm loosing and b1thing about it.

Keep the good faith and go on this time. No one can stop me now! 🆗

[FreedoM]

@WuDu That's brutal, don't you have a stop loss?

[WuDu]

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@FreedoMwrote:

@WuDuThat's brutal, don't you have a stop loss?

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Over the course of 4 or 5 days, though. Yes, I have a stop loss, it's called play less and turn off the computer. 😃 However I finished in 2nd place around 1/3 of all the games, so the downswing was softened a bit. Point is, that's poker.

[fkingun]

Ups I did it again... to play tilted and loose :laugh:. I'm almost where I was saturday, down to 66.78€. I played some SNG and 2 MTT, with no results. Keep on dreaming! 🆗 :cash:

[fkingun]

In this three pictures you will find my way today. Every time I missed the final, no matter it was Aj or QQ. Don't know what to say for now, but I feel annoyed as fk!

 

[fkingun]

Yesterday I did some mobile SNG and despite some freeze on my phone, I did not do good or worse. I succeed it to loose more than 5-6 times with AK suited or not against pairs or else, but it hurts for a moment and that's all. If I became tilted I will close the app, if not the show must go on. It's a pity cause I wasted time and not getting the results that I hoped for, but once more this is the game. There are days when I say "OMG fk this bullsh1t, fk the software, fk everything" and days when something good happened and the hope rise up. I am still waiting for those 2-3 months, at least, that ONLY good things will come! 🆒

So, yesterday I saw this 0.25€ MTT and I got in. After more than 4 hours, with some missed calls, some bad calls from me, but also with some weirdo calls and weirdo fking river got by the others (Did I mention that I really really hate the fking river???) I've done it. In another 50€ Nano Deep Impact I came 2nd two weeks ago but now I got the 1st place. Maybe I should change my nickname into BiggieSmall because as Pele said about Maradona, I'm big between the small ones and small between big ones! 🤣🤣🤣

[fkingun]

If unibet was a real dealer I told that too to him/her. Fk you! How the fk is this possible? Two times the fking river change the winner! And from two all in none for me! Come on! Come the fk on!!!! Fk the random bullsh1t lying distribution of cards!

[Boby]

@fkingun  u are complining with those hands!???

But from now on I will play only ❤️♥️❤️tyyyy hands like this

[fkingun]

@Boby: let me explain the action. He lost big the hand before, he has like 2300 chips and he goes all in, after seeing QQ6. I call because i know he had nothing and the very next two cards after call made the difference. Mine hand it's a sh1tty hand but at least I had two pairs. And as you post it, I post it. With AA I lost too to sh1tty hands. Viceversa is possible also, i made a flush against a pair of aces.

I'm not angry, I am dissapointed cause it happening against people who played worst but got the luck on their side. And often it's happening when I'm all in. When the other trapped me to commit the pot, I'm ok, that's normal, but when others had nothng....  and as I saw before, with that stack I can be in the paid places. 

But anyway, fk that, fk everything and go on! Have a nice day all of you! :peace:

PS: i still expect those days when everything goes smooth and easy! Do you hear me, unibet poker god? 👼

 

[OmNomNom]

[fkingun]

@OmNomNom: you make me laugh! 😃 Look t the hand above with AA against bullsh1t and tell me what are the chances to loose with that hand...

Sometimes the poker software is faking like a b1tch. It seems that you are doing good, but it just wants your money.

Btw what are the chances that JT to win against JQ? 29.29% vs 67.06% but are the chances to make a straight on river and win in these conditions? On flop the chances are going low: 12.12% vs 58.28%. On turn is6.82% vs 70.45%! So what?

I know the game is not fair and I really hate the fking unibet river! Did I mention that I don't beieve in random "distribution"? I am still playing because I want to see if the "random distribution" exists or it's just a thing to hold the people playin'...