i understand . i was on maximum tilt. years since ive been like that. but also never seen so many badbeats in a row. and not only badbeats. but take this example: first blind i open with JJ , opponent calls . flop; 9s 6s 5d. opponent shoves all in 960. i call(which i usually fold against a reg maybe) . he shows Q6 OFF. turn Q RIVER Q. i mean whats the sense ? and if it happens like several times its ok. but to constantly lose against this king of plays...it just doesnt make sense.