Today i deposited on PS to play some SCOOPS events. Ups! Big mistake there all big cards are drawing dead preflop!
And i took a shoot on our almost-daily session with few good results:
...and other few mtts ITM.
Our bankroll right now: 228.47€
Today we played from 9pm till right now....we are in last 4 players on 100 shooting star bounty -2 e entry, with gtd 9.31e, and hope for the 17.34 and all the bounties!
The sesults or the silly day :
Hoped for the best , but still positive in spots!
That's all folks! No big deal in last mtt. Closed right now:
Big runs in the bounty events , 2 of them on ft!
Bankroll right now: 294.10e
We take a shoot into one live event , things works good contruct massive stack from 7k chips, had more than 50k one time. Last hand was preety weard to see loosing with QQ on flop Q68, when 2 small stacks were allin ( 9To and TKo) and the tilt guy ( same stack like me ) shoved me with T7s and he catch the turn for a massive stack ( more than 120k chips) , and i snapped with 9bb open shove because the chipleader from button also called them....and last two times i lost with QQ big stacks. This time wasn't so "Strong".....board on showdown Q689K....what a hand! This was day A1. 2 other more days
Big result of the day... session Unibet:
BAnkroll : 328e and still in last mtt with 2.94e deblocked and work for 17.32e. 4/8 players. not a big deal, win big or loose here
I would like to start directly with Feelings:
1. Time to time when the things just going right i have some unuseless atribution in moments where them should not exist. And that's when the field on Unibet isn't enought to play a session with mtts + few cash tables. Yup, and i screw few bucks to 10-15% of my bankroll, which it's big affection. That's why i ruine them in gamble.
2. In last few days i feel extremely weard - like smiling all the time and extremelly happy! And i must clarify what give me this endorfines and explain that to the right moment. I want to be quicker...but for shure isn't what logically will assume myself. I want being clear little-by-little or explain in phases. Poker it's an interesting "game of trust"! I felt in this "situation" few months ago, but this time it become bigger, because i feel some feedback...I feel like in that moment when i reveice in my hands my first 50$ from poker online on FulltiltPoker.com - in 2007. It's like when you go into a live event and you see a player and you "read it all" and makes you happy to play against him. BUT THIS TIME, it's like i feel someone "read me all", and he trust in me. [...more details in later posts]Thanks to all of you! I guess you're a big piece for that!
3. I want to finish this challenge, almost June and still 4000 bonus points more to play.
4. September will be my last month in Romania, i will leave this country for living a better life in Germany. Yup, the feelings are more intenssified by that.
5. After all of these, like a human beings i believe more in that we are a mixt breed: parasite form ( what we see all of us on others on street ), and lux form ( or shine form - the soul feelings, what we cannot deny or protect "for us" like our bodies). In poker translation: the parasite must feed for being active with the mouse and the keyboard on the tables job, and the lux show us most of the time when we are hitted by an illogical move - and our brains said "what?".
6. Did you ever try something that it could damaging 100% your parasite form, but will be a big satisfy for your lux?
AND COMEBACK FROM THAT SPACE to see few results :
WONDERFULL DAY PLS!
Oh...do you feel better than seeing our usual things. Am i right? ( this is for the others that they dont read deep )
Meh, was hard to understand a damn thing about those parasites in the brains, but the idea of it ain't bad
Don't worry about the future, mate. You've already made it steady for yourself
Cheers for all these post, you doing fine
It feels so good in the back of the head to read, when someone else actually works hard and succeeds. That's how it goes man
Everything good to you, you've earned it all you can take/have
@Rushbieit's that feeling that you love everything around you - people - and they don't know so much, and you - for good reasons - leave from that space.
It's like you would tell (after 50 years of more) to a classmate girl from gimnasium that you was in loved with her, but didn't have courage or openmind in that times to say her all of that....what you can do after so much time!?
Today i push the limits, i plated all the mtts with 5e entry, i used more than 80e in cash NL10 omaha and texas for the missions ( 300 flops to see ). After all i deblocked all the frames from 25e bonus . i bought another 5e bonus and one ticket with 20e on banzai NL5.
untill now we have 205e bankroll
deblocked more than 8000bonus points deblocked , that means that we still have 2000 for deblocking
right now we have 600 flops do deblock in banzai with 45 already deblocked and 35 amount.