fkingun Posted October 11, 2017 Author Share Posted October 11, 2017 The running on the mill continued. I can't figure why is happening to me, but is very hard to play when the software fks you up. I am so fking sick of loosing on river. Just look what theese hands and tell me what I am doing wrong?!?!?! I can't understand why when I am in a good mood to play and playing well, the software is giving me this and how can I continue to play, so fking tilted when this kind of hands happens. The problem is not that happens but how often happens compared to the hands when I am winning at the river (cause it's happens also this).I completed the 3rd step of the October chalenge, hope to pass the 4th also. I managed to win a morning tournament, get the 5th place on another and I am struggling at the last one for tonight. My AKQQ hand on PLO4 lost to an 5 10 9 7 with flop 10 7 10 6 K. When I am playing with these hands almost 99,99% I don't get anything close to this. My bad cause I still called, I didn't lost this bad habbit. But I repeat, how the fk can I play without tilt with theese kind of stuff... Keep going, running on the mill... any advice for me, except cash out and do smthing else :) To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkingun Posted October 13, 2017 Author Share Posted October 13, 2017 Starting balance: 94.07 € Curent balance: 156.20 €Good morning everybody! It was about the time to get back on my way! Yesterday I have tried two MTT's, parts of the chalenge:200€ Shooting Star Bounty 5€ = 1st 35.25€ + 25.63€ bounties100€ Wormhole 2€= 0.00€ Two hours ans 25 minutes to do that, and the hands that really paid were 2 times KK vs blabla one time and a straight 9 to K wich I hooked the other one good and paid the price to see the river. I played tight and with a bit of luck, even the others hit the river 4-5 times big, I was able to regain the smiley face :D. I raised my bankroll with 60%, so now I hope nothing gone stop me until the next step, the 500€!Have a nice Friday everyone! yuhuu :) To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkingun Posted October 13, 2017 Author Share Posted October 13, 2017 Starting balance: 156.20 € Curent balance: 129.12 €Friday the thirteen, nothing worked. Got trapped few times, fked again by the river, even with 24 agains my 89s and highest pair, until the river and loose to a straight. Tried everything: cash PLO 4€ = 0.00€ cash NLH 4€ = 0.00€MTT Qualifier to Unibet Open 10€ 1€= 0.00€ 9thMTT 200€ Shooting Star Bounty 5€ = 0.00€MTT 100€ Deep Space 2€ = 0.00€3 x SNG 1€ = 3.17 €7 x SNG 2€ = 0.00 €1 x SNG 4€ = 0.00 €4€ tennis bet = 0.00Got tilted on 200€ Shooting star MTT, but continued to play and got trapped with the top pair, two pairs, three of a kind. I played few flops but still lost. Finally I've decided that I have enough. I have to make a limit of loosing per day and keep on it, especially when got tilted. What an evening... -27.08 € the conclusion A nice week end for everyone! :) To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkingun Posted October 14, 2017 Author Share Posted October 14, 2017 Starting balance: 129.12 € Curent balance: 142.46 €Morning session was good. Got 1st one time, saw few flops, made few euros on my NLH 4 ticket.Deep Space 5€ = 35€ (1st)Omaha Shooting Star Bounty 2€ = 0.00€Singularity Bounty 5€ =0.00€ lucky player50€ Fireball 2€ = 0.00€ (trapped my 88 to an AA, I got cocky and paid the price) The beginning of afternoon session was a mess. I almost get rid of my bad habit to pay if I know the other have a better hand, but I become cocky and called all in too early in tournaments with middle pair and paid the price. OMG how many of bad habits I have to give up :D. But somehow the others hit ( again) every hand that count for building stack or when all in. So I will play more 10 min to NLH to see flops and (I hope) to make few euros.50€ Omaha Shooting Star Bounty 1€ = 0.00€50€ Fireball 2€ = 0.00€ (trapped my 88 to a KK, I got cocky and paid the price)50 Multiverse 1€ = 0.00€ (AA vs QQ vs JJ and he got a set of Q - 67% vs 13% vs 12%)50 Shooting Star Bounty 2€ = 0.00 € (3 weird hands and lost all)50€ Fireball 2€ = 0.00€ 2 x SNG 2€ = 6.33€There will not be an evening session, because I lost 17€ and I put a limit of 20€ for loosing at MTT's and SNG's. To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkingun Posted October 15, 2017 Author Share Posted October 15, 2017 Starting balance: 142.16 € Current balance: 140.28 €Morning activity was very good. I finalized also the challenge of this month so I will meet you in the 1000€ & 3000€ Mission Special!50€ singularity 1€ = 0.00€1€ wormhole 1€ = 7.52€ (1st place)5€ Deep space 5€ = 0.00€ (incredibly lucky player, from 2.200 to 14.000 in 3 hands and then winning the tournament)Omaha shooting stars Bounty 2€ = 3.51€ + 2.48€ bounties (2nd place)25€ GTD Bounty Hold’em Freerolls = 0.10€ (lost all 22.000 in five hands, from 5th place to 113 and out)50€ Meteor Shower 1€ (+2€ add on) = 0.00€ 4 x SNG 2€ (tickets from bonus points) = 6.33+0+0+6.33 Afternoon activity was a completely screw up. I got screwed so many times at river that I am sick. Any of my mid or low pair met one fking big one, usually KK. Most hands were unplayable and the few I played it didn't count. How can I escape this fking river?? I bet, raised 3-4 time, raised 1/2 of the pot, raised all in I got called and the fking voodoo magic god of river screwed me up for good. Can I find a book to read with the title "Not to be screwed by the river?". Riched the limit of playing and quit.SNG 1€ (ticket from bonus points) = 0.00€SNG 2€ = 0.00€Unibet open Centroll 0.10€ = 0.00€50€ Shooting Star Bounty 1€ = 0.00€ (A4 vs A2 flop is A 8 2 2 10 – trapped me and got busted)NL4 ticket busted 2X4€ from the ticket (every fking hand lost, If i had an A the flop got a pair of K, if I got two Aces the plop got a set for the others… fk, I’m sick of this kind of hands. FKK!)SNG 4€ = 6.33€Cash PLO 4€ = 6.30€100€ GTD Davitche league 5 1€ = 0.00€200€ Shooting Star Bounty 5 =0.00€300€ Deep Space 5€ = 0.00€100€ GTD Davitche league 6 1€ = 0.00€400€ Shooting Star Bounty 5€ = 0.00€100€ GTD Davitche league 7 1€ = 0.00€ The usual pics at the end!I wish to you all a good week! :) To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkingun Posted October 16, 2017 Author Share Posted October 16, 2017 Starting balance: 142.16 € Current balance: 147.32 €I am in a roller coaster and I still can't get off :) . This morning had a bit of fun and a MTT won and this evening a bit of fun and won some SNG, 'cause in the two MTT's that I played I didn't have much successes. I "helped" @Merenitsu a bit by loosing my stack to him, but he also lost his stack before catching the money places. I played and regained a little in my ticket 4 NL. Still have a good spirit and fun. To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Merenitsu Posted October 17, 2017 Share Posted October 17, 2017 @fkingun Look how I lost. it's just bad luck:geek: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkingun Posted October 17, 2017 Author Share Posted October 17, 2017 Good morning everybody!One month past quickly so it's time for a recapitulation. About one month ago I wrote:"My goals for now on are:Build a bankroll that permits me to play, enjoy the game and relax after working hours. My goals for this are: 100€, 500€, 1.000€, 2.000€, 5.000€Enjoy the game much more than hate the game :D ...Read more about it...I want to hit the places with money in every SNG or tournament I sit. I am trying not to care about the money from poker...Avoid freerolls! If I am successful of step 1, advance to NL10 and NL25 :D "So we have:I hit the first step. And somehow I can't pass 160€, for now. I know I'm doing something wrong but I'm still looking for :).Yup, this time is definitely most fun than it was. Even when I lost 30% of my bankroll, I still had fun more than anger. This is a progress.I read more. I started to read a book, but I didn't finished. I have to dedicate a little bit more to study and play less. Or sleep less :)Here it's a percentage of 55% for hitting the paid places. I still have a big percentage of getting the 3rd place which some times is annoying, but it comes with the game. I'm reading a book for SNG's so it should help in the near future.95% of the time I succeed to do that. This is my stack for enjoying the game not my job.95% of the time I do. I still play some freerolls but I'm not considering a positive thing. Waste of time...It's not for me for now. Or in the future 4-5 months. But it remain a higher goal.My game is truly much good than my older game. I'm paying attention more to position and others way to play. Sometimes I loose my concentration, especially in long MTT's and even I was 1st or in top 3 a long time, I finally manage to loose everything in 3-4 hands, trapped by a higher pair or payed a lucky hand for a villain. I am doing two mistakes, which I know is bad for me but I was not capable to loose it for now. I pay some expectation before the flop and either not paying the raise on flop to continue the game with some odds, or continue to play when I have few odds to improve my hand. And another one which is costly : bluffing to much some times. I saw other bluffs or raising an A5 and keep going, instead of folding. In a month or so I will loose this bad habit.I was starting with 10€ and now I have 146.32€, which I think is pretty good! :DThe numbers:September (just 16 days):Buy-ins = 230€Winnings = 344€Profit = 114€ROI = 49.56% October (just 16 days):Buy-ins = 464€Winnings = 498€Profit = 34€ROI = 6.82%In conclusion in October I was running on treadmill, gaining experience but not money. Sometimes I feel like I'm in a roller coaster and I can get off. It's clearly that I'm doing something wrong, but I didn't figure out for now and I'm stacked. LE: Sorry for that @Merenitsu. I helped you :P . If you look at the hand when you won my majority of chips you get the river card. He's got the river and had your chips. What comes around goes around. To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MathrimC Posted October 17, 2017 Share Posted October 17, 2017 Your October results are not bad, you're still making profit. And good to see you're studying. Study the game and the results will follow. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Merenitsu Posted October 17, 2017 Share Posted October 17, 2017 @fkingun can a screenshot where I took the river😃 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Merenitsu Posted October 17, 2017 Share Posted October 17, 2017 @fkingun thanks for the screenshots. now I will explain.hand A3: lately I've been losing a lot against a 4-card flush, having a hand like you, so I had to go backAll in was on the flop if I was folded preflop, because the odds are small then you probably have AK AQ AJ A10 or small couple. Allin was not mine but a player with aa. I have 33 with kicker you have no nothing, why you call i dont know. There were a lot of chips to make a fold. 2 hand all simple: i have late pozisionJJ very big hand, but no A K Q in flop, when you bet after flop in sunday im lost streamleague JJ vs 77 77 collected flush. good luck us in next time Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkingun Posted October 17, 2017 Author Share Posted October 17, 2017 @Merenitsu: I called becase the guy had smaller stack 1.300, than my 11.000. I called because i thought that he has an A or K with 10 or lower or a small pair and it was desperatelly do something before eliminaton. You called him also before the flop.I raised all in after the flop, even I knew you hit a pair with a kicker, with hope that either you'll fold at all in raise (you get your 3, but on flop it was a 6 and a 8) or I get a jack on turn or river.If you folded your hand, he's got me and the loss was minimal (u called b4 the flop, so pot was bigger). I tried the vilain bluff but I failed. Lucky for you, you get 4 cards for flush and that was it. Sometimes I like to bluff big. I don't know if is wright or wrong yet :D. To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkingun Posted October 17, 2017 Author Share Posted October 17, 2017 @MathrimC Indeed it's a positive result, but not as my expectation. Thank you again for the books, I'm trying to finish both and it helped already to correct some issues. I feel like I'm stuck, but thanks to God the bad variance has past. To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Merenitsu Posted October 17, 2017 Share Posted October 17, 2017 @fkingun for bluffing you did not have the best position + if there was not even a flush, you would have lost everything exactly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkingun Posted October 17, 2017 Author Share Posted October 17, 2017 Starting balance: 146.32€ Current balance: 130.11€Completely screw up this evening. Nothing works on MTT's (2 of them, both run out soon), nor in SNG's (a lot of 2€ & 4€), just one won the other busted. I stopped everything 'cause I'm ......Look at these hands OMG!!! To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkingun Posted October 19, 2017 Author Share Posted October 19, 2017 Starting balance: 130.11€ Current balance: 269.86€Good evening everybody!Yesterday I managed to finish the challenge of NL4€ Ticket and transform it into 14.25€. I could do better, but somehow managed to loose at some time more than 8€. Anyway it was a good one.Today I played one tournament in the morning, and busted on 7th place (just 5 places paid). In this evening I was very tired from the work and need it a little relax. I started to play cash PLO, but I loose all 4€, nothing matched. The others hit the flop, the turn or river. I took a break and then I limited to one tournament and tried to be good. I suffered for a while, with one player in particular (Wenjur1), with his luck, because his luck helped him a lot (you can see it in the hands bellow) but kept fighting. There was a player at the final table (makovey) who benefit from my good game and others bad luck and get the 4th place :) . You are welcome makovey. :)The final 2 players, me and napa1 who dodged before the exit with a river who get him a full and beating my turn flush. And made some hands, but the final I get also the river and finally river made some justice!I wish you a nice evening and good luck to all.5€ - 300€ Deep Space 5€+5€ = 108.95€ (1st)4€ cash PLO = 0.00€ To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rushbie Posted October 19, 2017 Share Posted October 19, 2017 In case you missed this beauty from the collections, no worries, I got that covered 😉 P.S. I'm pretty sure you gave that other dude a free river with that flush (by only calling the bet), and then called the riverbet after it :laugh: But GG,WP and congrats for the win! Nice to see you again at the final table in a short period of time 😀 (Regards, moneyshots) Keep up the good work! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkingun Posted October 20, 2017 Author Share Posted October 20, 2017 @Rushbie: Hahaha, so you are the lucky villain :). Indeed I got luck with that flush tie, but being at that large stack I presumed if I don't get the K and you hit an A, it won't hurt :).About the river full: I prefered to call because I knew he got a set after the flop (didn't know what was) and let him lead the bet to get more chips. With the river I knew he made fullhouse, but I prefered to see it. If I raised the turn for sure he called my bet, beacause he made allready the set. Any card other card than a pair on river, for sure I go all in.WP and GG yourself and nice to see you on final table! I didn't understand why you played all in after we were just the two of us, presumed you are bored :).ps: You saw the other guy hands?! Not just over me, but over others too. If you believe, I got busted in first level and rebuyed another entry because tilt :). In 1 minut I became calm and let it flow :). To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkingun Posted October 21, 2017 Author Share Posted October 21, 2017 Starting balance: 269.86€ Current balance: 254.17€Yesterday nothing worked, again. I tried a lot of games and some sport betting, nothing happens. Oh, just a negative roll down. This morning I won a tournament, but still got a lot of bad beating, river luck for others and so. I played also the 5 tickets from bonus and managed two 2nd places and that all. I can't believe some times how can others can won some hands, Unbelievable! But this is the game, trying to do some damage control. To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkingun Posted October 21, 2017 Author Share Posted October 21, 2017 Starting balance: 254.17€ Current balance: 262.10€This evening and this afternoon it was a carousel of joy and fun and tilt and bad river and good river and all other feelings. I manage damage control good and had a lot of games and fun. I expect the good variance that will get me to the next step :).A pleasant evening to all. To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkingun Posted October 22, 2017 Author Share Posted October 22, 2017 Starting balance: 262.10€ Current balance: 225.20€The afternoon word I guess is frustration. :annoyed:I played two MTT's without any good in the afternoon and two in the morning. I paid 4 times the re-buy of 5€, but without success (I spent 27€ in total just for 2 MTT's). I just stopped and I'm going to drink a beer with a neighbour instead 🆒 . I can't understand the game sometimes: I had a total of 76 hands, 3 with an Ace (two won and one lost), a single pair and 72 hand almost unplayable. Is not an impossible percentage of bad hands to hope for something good? And other player hit often...Neither @MoreTBC had luck, he's got the 13th place, without money. Hello there and look at the pic 4 with the J8o fold it by me - if anybody sane will call with this hand 3 x all in by others 🤣The only bright side of this day was some € maid in cash PLO4€ and NLH4€ this morning. I hope that some bets from @AndreiBN recommendations will do some good cash.This is sick. I played 2 x 4€ SNG and 1 x 2€ SNG and still bad results. It happened 6 times today, to have the best hand untill I go all in and after this either the turn or the river change everything... I really can't understand why is this happening to me! No more sh1t for today! To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkingun Posted October 23, 2017 Author Share Posted October 23, 2017 Starting balance: 225.20€ Current balance: 212.14€It is almost impossible to play. Every hand I decide to play I miss the flop, but the other hit the flop. No matter is a good hand, bad one, middle pair, button, SB, BB, UTG3, it is simply doesn't matter. Even with the two bets picked from the list of @AndreiBN I have lost :). Nothing works, nor PLO cash, MTT, SNG. On 350€ GTD Jackpot Freeroll I bought 15 times the re-entry of 0.2€ and nothing happened.I want to play in the 500€ Betting freeroll my free ticket and this is it for tonight. This week I will play at minimum or maybe in some freerolls, because is impossible to me in these conditions. Any link or book for "how to play when tilt" or "how to play on negative variance"?. I am trying to keep my sense of humour... To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkingun Posted October 27, 2017 Author Share Posted October 27, 2017 Hello all!Starting balance: 212.14€ Current balance: 221.38€I managed to go down and down, until I have riched at 188€, then I realized I need a brake. So I took a brake, keep reading a book, others blogs and doing others stuff. I discovered a new category of players: the believers. They believe to hit the winning hand, even they had absolute nothing to go on. They call a raise before the flop, they call a raise all-in before the flop, after the flop was seen, after the turn, with the believe they will hit the river and won the hand. And they magically hit the fking hand. It's like I have a curse of getting such kind of players in my way and I can't get rid of them. I hoped to won some bets, but even there it was a 50-50 won/loose.Yesterday was a good day for me, I was 3rd in 500€ Freeroll with a ticket, but i completely fked up the 25€ PLO ticket. I should keep it and changed into smaller ones, but I wanted to try a higher game, to see how's there. And I saw it :) . I compensate with good games on SNG 2€ & 4€ and made some good money. Today was not a good day at all. I didn't concentrate at the game, I was so distracted so I quit the app,2 x SNG 2€ = 0.00€6 x SNG 4€ = 0.00€8€ NLH cash = 0.00€ This week end I hope to hit big and pass the 300€ step. :D I am like a boxer, who was beaten by everybody, but still every time when I go up in the ring, I keep saying to myself: I'm the champ, I will know the fk out this guy! :) To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkingun Posted October 28, 2017 Author Share Posted October 28, 2017 Starting balance: 221.38€ Current balance: 27.23€It was so frustrating for me these days, because I lost last night and this morning 52 € in 20 consecutive games, without a single win. Either MTT or SNG 1€, 2€, 4€, 5€ it won't matter. Everybody hit the flop, but me. And this morning was a weird coincidence of loosing hand after hand, when I was all in and with a better hand. Lucky for me I was alone in the house and I shouted how loud I wanted. Then I withdraw all the money and let just 8€ in bankroll.You'll saw some hands on the other topic "What the fk is going on".Maybe I'm not as good as I thought. So I'll keep on reading and I'm back on 1€ table. Man this was fking ridiculous and fking weird. Immediately when I raise all in, everything changed to worst. Doesn't matter if it was AK vs A5, AA vs k4 or other hands, all were lost. Ridiculous. I was tilted like fk this morning.Ok, I get up, quit crying, erase my tears and pull the fists up. :waterfall: 😠 :laugh: :popeye:Here I go again! To err is human, forgive is canine! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FreedoM Posted October 28, 2017 Share Posted October 28, 2017 @fkingun Why did you cash out so much? You could at least leave €50 and play the €1 SNGs. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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