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Even the worst boxer that got beat again and again, when he's going up, in his mind he is thinking "I will knock the fk out this guy". I can teach you how to loose especially at the river but it;s better to cheer you up. Never quit, learn from mistakes and hope for the better! Keep tight and the game tighter and when hand like this happened (just in the time that I am write these words) just fk em all!

I played hands like this and 99% of the time I've lost, but when I play against somebody with this kind of hand, on turn he is getting the flush and others including me got worst hands. It's hard to buid a stack or win something with this kind of hands but they say "it's happens all the time". So, suck it up, fk the sh1t eaters, fk the software and go on! You did it b4 you will done it again!

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To err is human, forgive is canine!
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.:: DAY 69 - 02.12.2017 ::.
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Starting Bankroll: €0.06 + 3154 CP + 10 BP + €1000 GTD Mission Special Ticket! + €3000 Mission Special Ticket!


01:05 -> €25 GTD Bounty Hold'Em Freeroll -> Place 568/750 - Won: €0 + €0.00 in Bounties!  "QQ < A3o"

03:05 -> Unibet Open Bounty Freeroll  -> Place 19/450 - Won: €0 + €0.08 in Bounties!  "88 < A4o" Are you F kidding me, he snap calls 15BBs which is more than half his stack with garbage and gets rewarded.

15:10 -> Buy-in: -€0.10 -> Unibet Open Centroll -> Place 44/312 - Won: €0  "KK < 88 < AKo" OMG it's insane 88 make trips on me and AK makes a str8 cuz why the F not.

15:30 -> €225 Unibet Open Live Flip 2 -> Place 100/685 - Won: €0

17:30 -> €500 Unibet Open Live Big Freeroll 2 -> Place 870/1510 - Won: €0  "QQ < AA < A4o" Surreal how the turn is 4 and river is another 4. The guy with AA isn't a problem because he's too short to evan affect my stack but the guy with A4 is bingo and ofc he gets rewarded vs me and gives the chips to others.

19:05 -> Unibet UK Tour Freeroll Flip -> Place 1342/1500 -> Won: €0

19:15 -> €100 GTD Bounty Hold'Em Freeroll -> Place 461/1000 -> Won: €0 + €0.01 in Bounties!  "QJs < A2o"

20:30 -> €250 GTD Jackpot Freeroll -> Place 531/2261 - Won: €0  "KK < KJo he has what like 9% and he wins xD later i get TT < KK and its stupid how can i flop a set and he can river the K and the same 9%ter later AKo < AQs cuz why the F not xD

20:45 -> €225 Unibet Open Live Flip 2.1 -> Place 568/951 - Won: €0

21:00 -> Buy-in: -€0.01 -> €50 Supernova Tickets Centroll -> Place 216/379 - Won: €0  "QJs < K8o" so i flop a flush and K8o decides to donk lead and i go all-in and he calls and makes a K high flush xD is this for real.

22:30 -> €250 UO Live Social Media 2 -> Place 782/1383 -> Won: €0  "KK < QJo, JJ < 99" am i cursed or wtf is going on same guy just puts all-in pre 100BBs+ with QJo and makes a str8, and some hands later he makes a flush with 1 card xD

23:05 -> Unibet Open Bounty Freeroll  -> Place 185/750 - Won: €0 + €0.08 in Bounties!  "QQ < AJs ofc he makes a flush by the river xD and some hands later same F'er goes all-in for hundreds of blind and it happens i have 99 and he has K3o and makes a str8.


Ending Bankroll: €0.12 + 3154 CP + 10 BP + €1000 GTD Mission Special Ticket! + €3000 Mission Special Ticket!

I can't even think straight at this point i'm just spitting fire and steam is going out my ears, i should quit this game, i mean c'mon dude how bad can you run, F me i was expecting this days to make a bankroll and it doesn't matter what i do i lose, it's surreal, i never experienced something like this. I dont expect it to go better tomorrow but i'm not gonna post anymore hands cuz it's just depressing, to quit it's not a option, maybe a break will be an option but will see.

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It's very hard to build a roll in these freerolls because there's a lot of luck needed and even if you're playing perfect poker, the number of players you have to get past vs the payout structure just isn't worth it.

 

You did it before and can definitely do it again but if it gets too time consuming then It's best to deposit around $20 and grind some small buy-in tournies.

 

Good luck, & hopefully you start running hot soon.

I debate
Should I smile like everything's good and pretend that life is great
Or should I let the world see the real me and not hide this pain
I tried to be like the rest of y'all, sorry I just can't
I'ma probably die this way
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@Magicadil I think DEPOSITING it's the next step, i've turned my $100 on "888" in $650, in 2 weeks mainly playing BLAST and i CASHED-OUT today, now i've been thinking and talking with some friends and people who make a living from poker and all suggest to DEPOSIT here and play CASH not fool around with Freerolls, MTTs or SNGs. To be real i find CASH boring in a way but maybe this is because of my gambling part where i need those emotions of stack fluctuation the drama of MTTs, maybe that's why i like so much BLAST. But from an analytical point i think CASH is the way to go if i wish to make it a job, and i think it's achievable to make €250 a month in cash with not to much of a stress, i'm pretty sure i'll reach this goal in 4 months or less with lots of playing, studying and help from others. So yeah most likely i'll deposit tomorrow but how much that depends on how good i run today, will be something between €100-€200 @4soul Can't change much, but i'd like a little luck. I'm from Romanian friend just like yourself.
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.:: DAY 70 - 03.12.2017 ::.
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Starting Bankroll: €0.12 + 3154 CP + 10 BP + €1000 GTD Mission Special Ticket! + €3000 Mission Special Ticket!


01:05 -> €25 GTD Bounty Hold'Em Freeroll -> Place 165/750 -> Won: €0 + €0.00 in Bounties!

01:35 -> Buy-in: -€0.10 -> 10 Cent Step-it-Up Flip -> Place 50/71 - Won: €0

03:05 -> Unibet Open Bounty Freeroll  -> Place 178/444 -> Won: €0 + €0.00 in Bounties!

05:05 -> €25 GTD Bounty Hold'Em Freeroll -> Place 280/408 -> Won: €0 + €0.02 in Bounties!

07:05 -> €25 GTD Bounty Omaha Freeroll -> Place 384/487 -> Won: €0 + €0.02 in Bounties!

16:30 -> €225 Unibet Open Live Flip 3.1 -> Place 196/1048 -> Won: €0

17:00 -> Buy-in: -€0.01 -> €100 Supernova Tickets Centroll -> Place 119/528 -> Won: €0.01

18:30 -> €500 Unibet Open Live Big Freeroll 3 -> Place 292/2030 -> Won: €0

19:05 -> Unibet UK Tour Freeroll Flip -> Place 99/1500 -> Won: €0

19:15 -> €100 GTD Bounty Hold'Em Freeroll -> Place 157/1000 -> Won: €0 + €0.08 in Bounties!

20:30 -> €1000 GTD Mission Special -> Place 706/829 -> Won: €0

21:10 -> Buy-in: -€0.04 -> Unibet Open Centroll -> Place 98/276 - Won: €0

21:30 -> €3000 GTD Mission Special -> Place 518/566 -> Won: €0

21:35 -> Buy-in: -€0.10 -> 10 Cent Step-it-Up Flip -> Place 57/69 - Won: €0

21:45 -> €225 Unibet Open Live Flip 3.2 -> Place 509/1124 -> Won: €0

23:05 -> Unibet Open Bounty Freeroll  -> Place 370/750 -> Won: €0 + €0.00 in Bounties!   


Ending Bankroll: €0 + 3157 CP + 10 BP


I know i've said i'm not gonna cry anymore but dude it's insane in the mission MTTs i've lost with premiums, the amazing players just shove 200BBs pre with small pairs and crack my AA and KK, and in the rest of MTTs ZERO LUCK, maybe the problem is i gave everybody on Twitch TakeNRG and BlessRNG, i really dont know im to shook from this past days. I cant wait to pick my new credit card tomorrow to deposit and play CASH, i really can't take anymore of this BS in MTTs. I put the hours, i picked the spots to always be ahead equity wise and got crushed.

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@igottwins Thanks mate, but i dont think at the beginning of my cash adventure i'm gonna be able to make 250 in 4nl but ill try to make 125 to even consider myself a winning player. Hope u run good in your speedrun to 400nl xoxoxo

@yarik_gr I believe but i decided to cashout on 888 and deposit 100 here and not fool around with freeroll cuz they didn't deliver, i'm gonna grind 4nl and if i have winning days ill invest in 1 euro MTTs. Seen u hit a little bump in your journey, i advise you not to quit poker but dedicate a little more time to study it helps to make sense of all this madness and i agree 350 evan in my country is a good salary. And one more thing i know parents want the safest road for their children but that doesnt mean its the happiest for them, you must decide what makes you happy and pursue it like your life depends on it. xoxoxo

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.:: DAY 71 - 04.12.2017 ::.
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So i deposited €100 and my plan is to two table 4NL till i reach €200 then add another two tables and repeat till i reach €300 add another two and at €400 maybe ill add another two if i can handle it and at €500 move to 10NL.

Goals for 4NL: Become a winner, meaning making a minimum of €125 a month, be able to 4-8 table comfortably, and most important become so good that i can move to 10NL.

Might or might not play some MTTs or SNGs if i have a good day at the CASH tables.

So lets see how it goes.


Starting Bankroll: €100 + 3157 CP + 10 BP


December Mission: Part 1 -> Double Up in PLO -> Played: 4PL -> Won: €8.25

December Mission: Part 1 -> Play a Sit and Go -> Played: 2 x €4 -> 5-man SNG -> Won: €17.34

Played: 4NL for 280 min -> Won: €11.91


At this point i've done really good at CASH and i'll invest in some MTTs.


17:05 -> €30 GTD Bounty Omaha Freeroll -> Place 14/750 - Won: €0 + €0.15 in Bounties!

18:00 -> Buy-in: -€1 -> €50 Singularity -> Place 33/89 -> Won: €0

18:10 -> Buy-in: -€0.10 -> Unibet Open Centroll -> Place 92/347 - Won: €0

19:05 -> Unibet UK Tour Freeroll Flip -> Place 1440/1500 -> Won: €0

19:15 -> €100 GTD Bounty Hold'Em Freeroll -> Place 519/1000 -> Won: €0 + €0.02 in Bounties!

19:45 -> Buy-in: -€1 -> €150 Shooting Star Bounty -> Place 137/221 -> Won: €0 + €0.00 in Bounties!


Ending Bankroll: €135.57 + 3177 CP + 10 BP


Immediately as i finish my day, i remember what my grandpa said if you start monday bad all week will be bad and if you start it good all week will be good. Talking about superstition, hopping he's right cuz last monday i did start bad and all week was miserable. So this monday got a great start and i hope i'll have a good week. I'm so F happy, it feels so good to win.
To everybody that is reading this blog, id appreciate it if you gave me some tips or criticism to help me in my journey. xoxoxo

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Great blog freedom depositing is definitely the right play. I started my roll playing 4nl with a small deposit and beat it for 350 in 2 weeks, i ran good and put in alot of hands but 250 a month is a reasonable goal. If you post some hands in which you didn't know what to do i'll do my best to answer what you should do. GL :)

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For your own sake, I'm glad you did that too 😃
It can sometimes take a while to get the 0 to something -projects to a point where it feels worth the whole effort, and even when it doesn't consume money when losing, it'll just consume.. you. Not really that healthy thing for the mind to do it for long periods of time, unless it's just a fun side-hobby or if there's absolutely nothing else to do at the moment 😏
GL to coming games 👍

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@Rushbie thanx man the only thing that kept me sane was that i did run decent on 888 but evan there i was feeling so pressured and i was thinking after this past week wtf am i doing, do i realy want to play blasts and freerolls or mtts/sngs and the response is no i dont want. I mean mostly everybody sayd to me to play cash if i want to do it for a living, and i was to stubborn because i needed the drama and that gambling rush like in blasts and winning a lot from MTTs but surprisingly CASH is really chill, zero pressure idk how i've missed this part of the game. Maybe i wasn't in the right state of mind and i didn't know really what i wanted previous times when i started to play cash but now i know where i stand. So ill put the time and effort into it and hope it pays up.
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Well, good thing you were able to hop off from that growing snowball, on which you tried to run uphill. You got tired and just forgot it, even when it's ironically in your own forum signature :laugh: It's not supernatural.
Now forget that zero to hero bs, crab some cash and get to the chopper which takes you a bit higher ground, away from freerolls, and start kickin' ass more comfortably :laugh:

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.:: DAY 72 - 05.12.2017 ::.
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Starting Bankroll: €135.57 + 3177 CP + 10 BP


02:15 -> Buy-in: -€5 -> €100 Fireball Bounty -> Place 20/41 -> Won: €0 + €0.00 in Bounties!

14:45 -> Buy-in: -€2 -> €50 Shooting Star Bounty -> Place 10/47 -> Won: €0 + €0.68 in Bounties!

19:05 -> Unibet UK Tour Freeroll Flip -> Place 2/1500 -> Won: €1 Unibet UK Tour Ticket!

19:15 -> €100 GTD Bounty Hold'Em Freeroll -> Place 582/1000 -> Won: €0 + €0.00 in Bounties!

19:30 -> Qualifier to Unibet UK Tour €4 -> Place 8/11 -> Won: €0


Completed -> December Mission: Part 1 -> REWARD: 100 BP

Spend 100 BP on 1 x €1 -> 5-man SNG Ticket!

Used the €1 -> 5-man SNG Ticket -> Won: €3.17

December Mission: Part 2 -> PLO Blackjack -> Won: €6.29

Played: 4NL for 80 min -> Won: €9.17


Ending Bankroll: €147.88 + 4077 CP + 10 BP

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.:: DAY 73 - 06.12.2017 ::.
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Starting Bankroll: €147.88 + 4077 CP + 10 BP


Got a €10 MTT Ticket from @Santa-Unibet xoxoxo

Played: 4NL for 30 min -> Won: €6.53


19:05 -> Unibet UK Tour Freeroll Flip -> Place 876/1500 -> Won: €0

19:15 -> €100 GTD Bounty Hold'Em Freeroll -> Place 51/1000 -> Won: €0 + €0.16 in Bounties!

20:00 -> €1000 Event Horizon -> Place 57/122 -> Won: €0

21:00 -> Buy-in: -€1 -> Community Blog Celebration -> Place 15/31 -> Won: €0

22:30 -> Buy-in: -€0.10 + Add-On: -€0.10 -> €250 GTD Jackpot Freeroll -> Place 150/890 - Won: €0


Didn't play much poker today. I'm happy to announce that from today i got a job. So the pressure to make a monthly sum of money is no more, the question is now what to do with the funds i set aside, spoil myself with a gaming pc, surprise my girlfriend with a holiday excursion or keep it for rainy days. I guess for now i'm done, maybe make another blog in 2018 and update it monthly. I wish to all of you happy holidays and a prosperous new year in advance! xoxoxo


Ending Bankroll: €153.37 + 4219 CP + 10 BP

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Congrats on the job! Happy to hear you'll have a steady income again. But still hope to see you at the poker tables and/or twitch chat. If you don't need the money from poker, maybe you could switch your grind to UO qualifiers to try and win yourself a fun holiday to a Unibet Open for you and your girlfriend.

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