Crush micro PLO, change my life style and leave my parents house

[MiaKhalifaa]

Day 13

Starting bankroll: 231.30 euros

Current bankroll: 183.46 euros

Profit:  - 47.84 euros

Duration: 9:00 hours

Bad plays and bad luck and this happend. Looking foward for a better day with less mistakes.

[fkingun]

I am following your topic. I am eating heathy also, but now I've restarted also to exercise more. I live with my wife and kids and I'm pretty sure that I don't want to leave them :D .

Good luck with tour goals.

[MiaKhalifaa]

Day 14

Starting bankroll: 183.46 euros

Current bankroll: 287.72 euros

Profit:  + 104.26 euros

Duration: 7:30 hours

Good session again with a bit over 26 buy-ins yesterday. As soon as I'm getting 400 euros I might try shots at 10 PLO and see how it goes. Looking foward for today sessions with more confindence.

[MiaKhalifaa]

Day 15

Starting bankroll: 287.72 euros

Current bankroll: 347.13 euros

Profit:  + 59.41 euros

Duration: 5:00 hours

I didn't put any study hours in this yet, but I hope to find sometime over the weekend. Anyways I would like to read a book first before I start to learn/anaylize my game. The book is called Power up your mind by Bill Lucas and it seems great so far.

[MiaKhalifaa]

Day 16

Starting bankroll: 347.13 euros

Current bankroll: 389.11 euros

Profit:  + 41.98 euros

Duration: 3:30 hours

I've cashout 50 euros because I need to pay my phone bill and get a new haircut and some other small stuff. I plan however to redeposit them as soon as I sell my online geek fashion store. Looking foward to put more hours today.

[MiaKhalifaa]

I just have passed the 400 euros mark and I'm going to try 5 buy-ins shot at PLO 10. Run good boys.

[MiaKhalifaa]

Day 17

Starting bankroll: 389.11 euros

Current bankroll: 414.09 euros

Profit:  + 24.98 euros

Duration: 8:00 hours

Half of session was at 10 PLO and everything went good too. I feel a bit more motivated to play, but the rake is also much higher, but I think the games are still beateable.

[MiaKhalifaa]

Summary of the month - (13 september to 30 september)

Starting bankroll: 200.00 euros

Current bankroll: 414.09 euros

Profit:  + 214.09 euros

Total hours: 84:30 hours 

PLO 4 - I have played a total of 24823 hands and won a total of 203.53 euros

MTT - I have played 16 mtts and won 2.8 euros

SNG - I have played 13 sngs and lost - 5.24 euros

Looking foward in october to keep crushing PLO 10, exercise more and push my limits harder, eating healthy and introducing new good habits in my life.

[MiaKhalifaa]

Day 18

Starting bankroll: 414.09 euros

Current bankroll: 450.48 euros

Profit:  + 36.39 euros

Duration: 5:00 hours

Could be better, still doing some silly mistakes.

[MiaKhalifaa]

Day 19

Starting bankroll: 450.48 euros

Current bankroll: 457.40 euros

Profit:  + 7.08 euros

Duration: 8:00 hours

I could have end this session with at least 100 euros profit, but being card dead and running bad, combined with the bad players from tilt and frustration, I ended up with only a small profit. Looking foward to a better day.

[MiaKhalifaa]

Day 20

Starting bankroll: 457.40 euros

Current bankroll: 375.99 euros

Profit:  - 81.49 euros

Duration: 7:00 hours

Running bad, not hitting almost and playing poorly in the end and the disaster happend. Looking foward to play better and be more focused on the game today. I go down under 350 euros I will drop the limit to 4 PLO.

[MiaKhalifaa]

Day 21

Starting bankroll: 375.99 euros

Current bankroll: 470.85 euros

Profit:  + 94.86 euros

Duration: 10:00 hours

Yesterday session was a roller coaster where I tilted so bad after being card dead and running bad for hours on the cash tables that when I hit the 300 euros mark, instead of closing the tables and going to sleep I have opened a 50 PLO table and managed to win a bit over 100 euros. I'm not proud of what I did, and I was doing it conscious knowing that this could ended up  with me loosing all the work I have did in the last 20 days. I knew it was wrong, I know I should stopped when I was playing badly, but tilt got the control over me. I really need to quit the tables at the first sign of tilt and stop being an retarded :Heart::Hearts::Heart:.

[MiaKhalifaa]

Day 22

Starting bankroll: 470.85 euros

Current bankroll: 574.21 euros

Profit:  + 103.36 euros

Duration: 7:00 hours

Looking foward to a really great weekend in terms of volume and profits.

[MiaKhalifaa]

Day 23

Starting bankroll:  574.21 euros

Current bankroll: 593.06 euros

Profit:  + 18.85 euros

Duration: 4:30 hours

I'm goint to invest all my eforts into becoming a better player. Keep focus, word hard and study more. I'm going all in with poker this time.

[FreedoM]

Good luck @MiaKhalifaa, i've sent you a gift in the PM to help you on your journey! xoxoxo

[MiaKhalifaa]

Day 24

Starting bankroll:  593.06 euros

Current bankroll: 671.12 euros

Profit:  + 78.06 euros

Duration: 4:30 hours

Played well yesterday, better than before, and I even had some sick plays by getting a bit more creative. Really optimistic about todays grind.

[MiaKhalifaa]

Day 25

Starting bankroll:  671.12 euros

Current bankroll: 809.31 euros

Profit:  + 138.25 euros

Duration: 4:30 hours

Due to lack of traffic at 10 PLO yesterday I decided to enter with half stack and play the PLO 25, and I'm planning to continue at PLO 25 and crush this limit asap. I think money started to count a bit at 50 PLO or higher, so I focus all my eforts on reaching that limit this month.

[MiaKhalifaa]

I ❤️♥️❤️ed it up today and tilted as ❤️♥️❤️ and have left 473.98 euros in the acount. I lost like 150 euros on the PLO 25, took a break and spewed some on PLO 50. I need a break, so I wont play poker in the next days. Poker does so much harm to me because I can't handle swings. I will comeback over the next few days and let you know what I'm going to do in the future. Need to spend some time of the poker tables and of the laptop. I even started to cry after that happend, not because of the money, just because I felt so ❤️♥️❤️ worthless. My ❤️♥️❤️ mind always do bad things to me, and I rarely can control my own thoughts. My life is a ❤️♥️❤️ mess right now, and I'm can't clearly see what I will be doing the in the future. I'm getting close to 29 years, no ❤️♥️❤️ job, no ❤️♥️❤️ girlfriend, no ❤️♥️❤️ car, leaving with my parents. Playing poker under this circumstances is soo damn hard. I've failed at life, and I got no clue how the ❤️♥️❤️ I'm going to get out of this mess. I'm trying to keep my head up, but It's damn hard boys. It's my fault, I could had a great career in the igaming industry, but I always made bad decisions. I started to work early in my 20's as an eastearn european afilliate manger, but I didn't choosed to follow that path, I always wanted freedom and I hope I could achived this by working for myself, but I've failed on everything I did untill now. I'm so hopeless right now. :(

[jonny2192]

@MiaKhalifaa Sure you will comeback, a short break does wonders. PLO variance is high.

I recomend you edit the last post a bit, seen posts similar to this that have ended with accounts closed.

wishing all the best :)

[Zipfil]

@MiaKhalifaa

Hmmm...first of all this is a RG Community so the basic "rules" apply to evry player here or in the rest of the world:

1: Casino \ House always winn in the long run.

2: For anyone to win, big or small someone have to loose...

Also recomend players to take a break if you are on a loosing streak, IRL or in RG..

Example: I had like about 700 Euro last year in my account I thought so I just keept playing many diffrent things that day...ended upp in 0:- The thing I discovered later was that it was actually 7K Euro but I was verry tired from gaming the days before so I "missread" my balance but I dont complain here for it, my mistake and only one to blame is myself, since I choose to play when verry tired.....

I look att it in a positive way I wont do that again, lesson learned.

Also I suggest that you dont put out to mutch personal information about your "state of mind"....there is always someone who is in way more difficult life situations than you ....remember that and also remember you are still young with a lot of choises ahead of you in life.

There is a saying: When one door close, another one opens.

Give it time, heck I have waited 40 years to get a Jackpot winn, either in a goverment lottery or in a Casino....I never give upp and I wont back down.....also the most importent "rule" you should use for anything in life, dont "gamble" for more than you are willing to loose.

Whatever you deposit in a Casino, look att it as loost cash before you start playing, then if you winn you get happy ;)

Life can trow many things att you, but if you just stand your ground and as you say, take a break it is the wise desision.

I could write a loot about the meanest\hardest school of all, Life ....but I wont since then I maybe get "kicked" from Unibet and that I will not want....

Whish you best of luck IRL even it seems hard sometimes ....

Zipfil

 

[WuDu]

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@MiaKhalifaa wrote:

I ❤️♥️❤️ed it up today and tilted as ❤️♥️❤️ and have left 473.98 euros in the acount. I lost like 150 euros on the PLO 25, took a break and spewed some on PLO 50. I need a break, so I wont play poker in the next days. Poker does so much harm to me because I can't handle swings. I will comeback over the next few days and let you know what I'm going to do in the future. Need to spend some time of the poker tables and of the laptop. I even started to cry after that happend, not because of the money, just because I felt so ❤️♥️❤️ worthless. My ❤️♥️❤️ mind always do bad things to me, and I rarely can control my own thoughts. My life is a ❤️♥️❤️ mess right now, and I'm can't clearly see what I will be doing the in the future. I'm getting close to 29 years, no ❤️♥️❤️ job, no ❤️♥️❤️ girlfriend, no ❤️♥️❤️ car, leaving with my parents. Playing poker under this circumstances is soo damn hard. I've failed at life, and I got no clue how the ❤️♥️❤️ I'm going to get out of this mess. I'm trying to keep my head up, but It's damn hard boys. It's my fault, I could had a great career in the igaming industry, but I always made bad decisions. I started to work early in my 20's as an eastearn european afilliate manger, but I didn't choosed to follow that path, I always wanted freedom and I hope I could achived this by working for myself, but I've failed on everything I did untill now. I'm so hopeless right now. :(

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Listen, I'm not gonna pile up on someone who's down, however for someone who needs the money for various reasons, what the ❤️♥️❤️ are you doing playing plo25 and plo50 with such a sorry ass bankroll? You know about the swings in cashgames, you know about the bigger swings in PLO, you know you need to take out some money every month! So play accordingly! Bankroll management is the easiest thing in poker, if you cannot even handle that, find another way to earn money and treat poker as a hobby.

Second, stop bathing in self pity, the past is the past and you have to deal with it. Look ahead and try to change in baby steps. You had a pretty good run, but then you got greedy. Why, because you believe you'll always be lucky like in the previous few days?

Finally, you now have as much as you had on day 21, so what's the big deal? Honestly, if I were you I'd be more concerned about your meltdown here than about your loss of money. You lost a handful of buy-ins? Boo hoo. I get the feeling you might be walking on a path that doesn't lead to your overall well being...

[fkingun]

Three months ago I was tilted like you. Everything was working against me, every player succed it, but me. But from using a word in this forum Unibet suspended my account. First I was angry, even my bankroll was zero at that time. Than after days are passing by, I've started to look back and learn some things. About one month ago I got my account back and I was restarting all. I put 10 euros in account and now I have around 100. From last week I have a negative variance and I lost in one day 30% of my funds. It's hard when you loose and it's like flying when you win. I know. Make a break, use it to do more push ups and other fisical activitty, read some books. It helps.

I don't know if exists any player from this forum who is not dreaming to be Negreanu or Hellmuth or Ivey, but they are doing JUST POKER! And they are still getting negative variance. There are some days when I'm geting 1 euro in plus after putting 100 euro in so many games, but this is the game. Some times you win, some times not. I am hoping that my negative variance will pass soon, but I'm limiting my games in my confort zone. Sure I want to try 10 euros or above, but without 100 or more buy-ins I will not even considering to do that. And in my case, I consider this poker money, not my real one. And even it's anoying when I loose, I am keep pushing. Else it's simple: cash out and do another things with your time.

[FreedoM]

@MiaKhalifaa Take it as a lesson, next time never mistreat your bankroll, be professional FFS if you want to make it your job.

 

Joeingram1: "Shot taking higher stakes underrolled and winning is one of the worst things that can happen for some poker players out there long-term." and this applies to every stake.

 

Also man up, if your not mentally fit for doing it as a job, then make it a hobby and get a job, i saw u complain about not having a girlfriend etc. You do have a gf it's called PLO so don't mistreat her. Don't push the time button so hard, when it will be time you'll get there. When you said i'm all in in previous posts, i hope u realize this is a lifestyle and if your really dont want it then just quit and get a job, find a gf buy a dog etc. You should check if you play the game for the right reasons.

 

Nelson Mandela: I never lose. I either win or learn.

 

As i see it you have 3 choices: Nr.1 - If you still wanna succeed in the game you just take all the punches day in and day out, you put the time the effort and concentration and hopefully get there or don't but you enjoy the ride and become happy because u do what u love.

Nr.2 - You see it as being to hard to make your own trail through the woods and decided to follow the road like everybody else, hit the cash out button and quit, maybe you'll be happy maybe not, in the end you'll have a "stable" (such a funny word "stable" nothing is stable in life) job and everything else you cry for "welcome to the flock" witch is not bad but is a boring and exhausting for most people.

Nr.3 - Put it simple you dont get your ❤️♥️❤️ together you go crazy and spiral down into oblivion.

 

So F the drama just snap out of it, and do whats best for you.

[Balonas]

@MiaKhalifaa  You should quit gambling games. Good luck in life!

Yesterday session was a roller coaster where I tilted so bad after being card dead and running bad for hours on the cash tables that when I hit the 300 euros mark, instead of closing the tables and going to sleep I have opened a 50 PLO table and managed to win a bit over 100 euros. I'm not proud of what I did, and I was doing it conscious knowing that this could ended up  with me loosing all the work I have did in the last 20 days. I knew it was wrong, I know I should stopped when I was playing badly, but tilt got the control over me. I really need to quit the tables at the first sign of tilt and stop being an retarded /html/images/emoticons/Asset31.png/html/images/emoticons/Asset50.png/html/images/emoticons/Asset31.png

[KrustyTheClown]

Do some sports... It will help you both on and away from the pokertables.

Work on your real life issues first tho.

At this point in time you don't have the mindset (and maybe not the skills aswell) to become a succesfull pokerplayer.

GL!